this is so haunting and beautiful and scary, and cold, and yet you can't help  but listen. Mike showed this to me today, and i'm glad he did. At the end i cried and had the chills, it is weird. My heart fell apart. You should watch it too.

And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me, 
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.




Things are starting to get better with justin and i. i am so thankful for that. we decided last night to go back out, this whole things was just so stupid and idiotic. he apologized tremendously to me. Now things will have to start to blossom and grow into something beautiful from here on out.

 i lost myself today, 
somewhere between the bookstore bathroom 
          and the cold March wind.